My dearest Annie, hi this is Shawna!! I have left you 2 messeges on bombo and haven't heard back from you. I wonder about you all the time. I deeply care about you and what you are going through. Always have hon, I like you, have gotten minimal support from this site, it discourages one when so ill,finally thinking you found people who are in the same boat, so to speak, and then nothing. I had a crisis with medications awhile back and nothing . I remember the very first post I was so desperate for any one to listen and nothing no response. So my dear friend do not feel alone in this one. I have however found 2 people within this site that e-mail me now but bombo I find listens, responds and never leaves you alone and feeling abandoned. I always used to listen very, very carefully to when you posted to me as to learn from you, as I also tried with Helen. Sincerely ShawnaF