So, to try to not have another surgery would probably be best right? This was
my ninth one! I honestly don't know what to say, I am sitting here with tears
streaming down my face, and just last week, i said i would be strong, and i
was going to fight this crap! But, i felt half ok then........when the pain
hits, it hits hard, and the headaches, the stress, and confusion flare up all
over again......I maybe will feel better after having an ultra sound to
confirm my suspicions of the cyst on my ovary! I have been living on
painkillers for so long, but i am knowing now, that i will live on them for
many more years to come i suppose, but if that's what will keep me on my
feet, then so be it!!!!!!! Thank you for your' email, and i pray you have a
comfortable night! You have all been such a blessing!!!!