At Fri, 4 Oct 2002, Dawn wrote:
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>Okay, so I have pi$$*d off my primary care doc for always trying to get
>the help I need to deal with endo and adhesions. I do have a new doc I
>see on Nov. 4 th.
>My doc thinks I'm a loon with talk about lysis of adhesions and adhesion
>barriers. This is the same lot that sent me into the streets of Boston
>@ 4: 30am
>puking and on morphine while I was having a partial obstruction. I
>loudly refused to sing the discharge papers and stormed out. Long
>story.
>So they don't want to deal with me.
>I went a few weeks back about being 6 mos pregnat looking w/ distention.
>He did not even examine me!!! He sat me down and said we have to get my
>mood in order before anyone would take me seriously. I took it ( his
>condecention, felt like a bad dog). He perscribed a new drug to replace
>my celexa to remeron which I am not tollerating at all.
>Horrible consitpation. Not what I need. He said he'd call when he had
>more time to spend with me. (I'm sure Thats a high priority) thank
>goodness i did not mention my plans to go to Germany...he might have
>sent me to a looney bin or put me on thorazine or something.
>I have been on klonapin since right before my hysterectomy about a year
>ago. I started out taking half a pill as needed but I was suspose to
>take a whole a day and over time he saw fit to increase the dosage to 2
>a day...half in am half in pm and full @ bed. He only perscribed
>45 a month. I never noticed the discrepency. After the last you are nuts
>talk I decided to take all my meds as perscribed...I do so want to be a
>GOOD patient. I told him about the discrepency and he said he would fix
>it.
>I thought with my new scripts he'd make that change. No change, I am
>believe he will fix it when I cal the office to remind him. Three calls
>over two days to actual person to please tell him I am almost out and I
>still believe he is going to fix it. Well I milked out the last pill to
>1/2 a night as I was getting worried. I took my last half the night
>before last......I have not slept, boy I syre want to but my jaw is just
>clenched. I have to wait another 5 days before
>insurance will give me the next refill. I have tried hame remedied but
>I don't see sleeping anytime soon. Please help with any suggestions or
>advise. I know I am ranting but you all have been there for me before.
>Oh ya. My new doc only works on mondays and is on vacation now. He is
>an internest that took care of both my grandparents as they we're dying.
>He is @ Mass General the only hospital I have not tried. I don't want
>to poision him with contact from beth israel. The head of GYN surgery @
>Brigham and womans
>did not think me a loon. Took me seriously and only read my most recent
>operative report ( all I gave him) I mentioned about Germany at the end
>of the exam and he said my best bet was to go to Germany. I know I am
>not crazy but with the shenanagans and run arounds and pain you'd be
>depressed too.
>Love to all,
>Dawn