Lynn
>I am so sorry I haven't been here for you all lately.
>
>I've been having a really rough time lately. Seems like my whole family
>is falling apart. My sister's husband has asked for a divorce after 23
>years of marriage as well as her having to have another angioplasty next
>week (3rd in a year). My brother has diabetic neuropathy of the feet
>(can't feel them at all) and his doctor has messed up HIS disability. My
>mother no longer recognizes any of us and her kidneys are failing. My
>husband is still dealing with being sued from an accident that happened
>over 1 1/2 years ago as well as waiting to hear if the company he works
>for is getting sold and if he will still have a job. And of course he
>worries about me, which is a full time job.
>
>I can't keep food down most times, if I do, then it just races out the
>other end. Social Security is being their usual 'helpful' selves. NOT.
>I either don't sleep at all or sleep too much. I am suicidal and have
>to depend on my friend to pay my therapy bills. I probably should be
>hospitalized but can't afford it. None of my crafts are selling at the
>consignment store. I can't hold down a regular job.
>
>I am hanging on my fingernails and they are breaking one by one. I
>don't mean to bring you all down, but it's just been so horrible. My
>friends avoid me. I don't even want my pets around and they don't
>understand. I can't write poetry, can't read, all I want to do is cry.
>
>Please pray for me.
>
>kcmo rose
-- A new friend