Sheesh, when it rains, it pours. I know your feeling of helplessness.
Thats what all our related conditions do to us. Robs us of our ability
to to help others as we can barely help ourselves. I hope you have
adequate pain management. I take several kindsa anitdedressents and
ainxeity meds and they really help.I was never very religious but I pray
to god each day about all I have to be greatful for and ask him to hear
my prayers for those worse off than me. It helps redirect my thinking.
Every moth I wonder how on earth we will manage financially and some how
I always get what I need.
My family thinks I'm nuts. They accept my mothers fybomyalgigia
but keep their distance from me. But I have great friends who help
however they can. Buying paper plates and cups or doing the laundry.
I was once so proud I would never dream of excepting help from anyone
but now it is a blessing.
You will be in my prayers.
Ask for more help, especially from god or whatever you believe in and
you will always be taken care of. Maybe not the way you preffer but...
And time will pass.
Much love,
Dawn