Here is my morning rant to you Jeez , that sure is a heap of trouble. My family thinks I am an over medicated nut too. I still have a few very good friends that seem to understand. Don't get much company anymore as I guess I am to pathetic to look at. God how could anyone fake this??? You can get foodstamps, I did. If you are on state insurance and under a doctors care, they give to you, no questions asked and simp,e form to fill out. All this stuff you gotta do remember the sin of pride! Thats what I keep telling myself when I have had to do these things. I used to be a chef, in magazines, on discovery channel great chefs thing, ect. Lost the career that I had to claw my way to the top of. I have not been able to do my line of work for some time. Yesterday I filled out the form for my daughter to get free lunch at school. So embarresing for her, I could just cry. Sin of pride. I'm not some kind of religious nut or something but spirituality sure does help. Broke is broke. I feel soon my signifigant other for the past 5 years will reach his breaking point and be gone. He has been very kind and helped with the bills but... I make a few extra bucks selling things on ebay. If you think that would help I could help get you started. I have had the surgeon shuffle going on for awhile. No one will touch me either here in the US. It's not that they don't know hoew to fix you it's fear of malpractice that stops em. I dont know how I'm going to do it but I am trying to raise the money to go to Germany. Read about these guys...they are the best in the world, thay are genuinly altruistic. I have mailed my most recent operative report to Dr. Kruschinski and he say no problem. It will cost about $10,000. The center for endometriosis care does not take medicare and would like about $40,000 please. I was told by a big ass doc here in Boston they are quacks to boot. Germany has socialised medicine so they actually treat what ails you. Not under the thumb of insurance and phamicutical companies. They preform the type of surgery we need all the time and have developed new surgical techniques and use new adhesion barriers and folks are coming home adhesion free with no colostomy bags. Please read it all and perhaps you have hope. http://www.endogyn.com/
So far I have 70.00 for the fund. I have to go now and get my daughter off to school.
Love, Dawn