I'm so sorry that you are having a rough time. I just tried calling you, to see if you'd like me to pray with you. You'd had given me your number a while back. I tried it, but a guy answered and said I had the wrong number. So I called information and tried the number they gave me, but it just rang. It's 1:34 a.m. my time, and have no clue what time it is where you live. I just really felt the need to let you know it's okay. It's okay to be sad, mad, angry, ect. I have those moments everyday. Please know you're not alone. I read your message and just wanted to let you know I'm here if you need me. I'm your friend. Please keep your chin up. I'm praying for you. I hope tomorrow is a better day. Let me know how you are? Take care.
Love, Your Adhesion Buddy Jill
-----Original Message----- From: adhesions@adhesions.org [mailto:adhesions@adhesions.org]On Behalf Of Brenda Sent: Monday, June 24, 2002 2:44 PM To: Multiple recipients of list ADHESIONS Subject: Just so upset!!!
Hey everybody, well has not been a very good monday. Been in pain all day then because I can't work financially I am strapped and I have just had enough I don't know what to do anymore just feel like my life is falling apart and I have no controll of anything anymore. When I was working I was finacially secure. I use to be good at keeping my finances in order and on top of all my bills. Now slowly everything is falling apart. I do have a boyfriend but part of me doesn't want help from him cause I wasnt to do things on my own so that I can say I did it. I am sorry I am babbling on just really tired of all this. You know the worse thing is I feel like just giving up I know I can't cause I have kids to think about. But how can anyone live with adhesions and try and get yourself fix to be pain free and to deal with lifes little problems that come up. It is so darn hard and to tell you the truth I just want to run away. I have been crying all day and try to figure out what to do. You know sometimes I feel that nobody really understands what I am going through. I am sorry I gonna just go but just felt I need to write how I was feeling. Well Love you all.