Brokenwing,
Please hang in there. I really empathize with you.
Just take each day one hour @ a time. If it weren't
for my family I couldn't make it through each day. My
thoughts are with you, take care of yourself. We're
all here if you need us.
Pain Free Hugs,
Rita in AZ
--- Colette <Luckylady379@aol.com> wrote:
> Brokenwing > I'm sooo sorry! i know how hard this is! Its one of > the reasons i don't > post here anymore but you just caught my heart! I'll > be praying for you > and your family! > big hugs to you sweetie! Don't give up god knows > there are days i want > to but my kids keep me going! > Love Colette > > > >I just can't handle this anymore! Adhesions have > >taken everything away from me! My family and I have > >suffered enough!! I left my husband and two boy's > >today and I don't even know where I am going I have > no place to go! I am > >so full of anger and pain! I am sooooo tired of > waking up to face this > >day after day with Noooo hope in site! I know I am > just feeling sorry > >for myself but I have tried everything possible! My > husband and my boy's > >mean the > >world to me they are my whole life but this pain > has > >distroyed me, I don't even know who I am anymore! I > have just been > >driving around and you know what my oldest son was > right, The pain goes > >where ever I go!!My husband has always > >been there for me through everything! It just is > not fair to > >them anymore! I can't be the wife and mother I used > to be > >because adhesions have taken that from me tooo!I > have > >lost all faith in everything and everyone! Please > keep > >my family in your prayers cause I can't do it > anymore!I am > >not sure where I am going from here? I feel like I > have > >totally lost my mind! You are the only ones that > really know how I feel! > >Thanks for listening and being my Friends! > > > >-- > > _ > > (\@/) > > / \ > > /___\ > > ~Browkenwing~ > > > > http://www.adhesions.org/forums/listcmds.htm