Millie,
Thanks for your response to my letter, and my heart and love goes out to you
too! Well its saturday the 18 of may, and I had a docters appointment
yesterday and came home in tears. I just moved here the docters do not
even know me I havent even lived here a year yet and my pain Docter wants
me to see a physcologist He says he thinks my pain is sympathetic pain
from having so many abdominal surguries due to adhesions and endometreoisos I
told him he hasent known me long enough to think anything like that, so Ive
got an appointment with my wonderful O.B.G.Y.N.,
in my home town to get his opion on things because my pain Dr. wants me
to get a pain pump put in my spine permantly putting morphine constantly
like an IV but its in your body and you have to talk to a physcologist to
see if mentally, and physically you can handle that type of
medication!!!!!!!!!!
What I dont understand is hes only tried me on very few medications, and
I think he just wants to shut me up. Thats why Im going to see my hometown
Dr. Hes done about 10 of my surguries and just consult with him because
over here I mention the word Adhesions, and they say " Adhesions dont
cause this much pain", they dont know and personally I think no one
knows unless you have them, Im sorry to whine to you but Im really feeling
like throwing in the towel. I told my husband I cannot live like this much
longer the horrible constipation and then when I do go Im in tears it
feels like Im having a Baby, its terrible!!! I dont know if you all do but my
hips kill me also It just a constant feeling like someone is trying to pull
my insides out, Im so sorry for being on a pity pot but darn how much are
we all suppose to take, and Millie I hope you get some help and answers
because believe me I know how this all feels, you know I still wont go (BM)
sometimes for 10 days and its miserable so I can feel for you. Keep in
touch and let me know sweetie, Hope you are feeling better today wish
you the best, and painfree days & nights................
Your
Pal,...........Angie