Hello,
My name is Alicia and do understand your pain so much, because Iam at a place in my life that I am feeling pretty low myself, but all I can say is do hang in there...please do....talk to us on the message board or e-mail me directly. I will do my best to help you.
I am a single mom with two daughters and have been on my own for ten years now and since then I have had one surgery after another in regards to abdominal cyst and at the age of thirty three I had to have a full hysterectmy and my life has not been my own since then, I am in constant pain seven days a week 24 hrs. a day sometimes I can cope and other times I get so depressed and sad because I have no life outside of my pain, and this is no way to live.
E-mail me and maybe we can help each other out, I know that you do feel alone because I feel that no one understands how devistating this is and how ovewhelming it can feel.
God bless you,
Alicia
>others(education and pain mgmt. friends) I have put myself back on
>track. I have really crappy days, but there are many days that are
>okay. Write me personally, I of you would like I will give you my phone
>number etc.
>Please Bonnie, hang in there. It can get better, and remember, we are
>there for you.
>Happiness.
>em
>At Fri, 26 Apr 2002, Bonnie L. wrote:
>>
>>I am feeling very lost,alone,and very very sick. I have absolutley no
>>support here at home noone cares whether I am sick or not and that
>>hurts, and I come to this board because what I remember this board is
>>very supportive and I really really need you all and your support. If
>>not answers just some encourageing words. I have checked here for the
>>past 2 days, and noone has bothered to respond to my post. It's nice to
>>know that people out there actually read the messeges posted, but how am
>>I suppose to know if there is no response? I know my post is typical of
>>me, but I am at a very very low point right now, and all I wanted was
>>just some words of encouragement, but didn't get it. Is it because I
>>have contributed to the board? If so, I am very very sorry. my pain has
>>me totally immoble sometimes and I cannot always be on the computer. I
>>am lucky when I can get on. Please don't take this as a put down or
>>being mean in any way, I am just disappointed,I am also in alot of pain,
>>so much pain that I wish I could just curl up and die right now. Please
>>understand that I need you all, I know I am hardly here but you guys are
>>always on my mind. I am sorry if this is taken the wrong way, I
>>honestly have no clue what I am saying,alot of it is the disappointment
>>of my reoccuring pain and also being medicaded beyond coharence.
>>
>>Bonnie