At Sun, 21 Apr 2002, Chrissy492@aol.com wrote:
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>To all my sweets on the board,
>I'm sorry if I haven't posted as I would like to. And I'm sorry that this
>email will bring you down. I can't take this pain any longer....no more. It
>has taken over my spirit and I'm trying to hard to shake it off. If I don't
>post for a while, please know that you all are in my prayers and I love you
>all.
>Today I told my husband if the pain is anything like it was yesterday, the
>day before, and the weeks that have past, I'm going to the emergency room.
>TODAY I'm going to the ER for any kind of help.
>I'm so angry at all my doctors who are not listening to me when I say that
>the pain meds they give me just isn't enough. I'm trying to catch up with my
>pain with these pills and it's not working. I knew a day like today would
>come along that I would loose it and the anger would really come out.
>I love you all.....stay sweet, may you have no more pain,
>Chrissie xo's