Re: I can't take it anymore

From: Pascale Vlaun (nevinvlaun@megatropic.com)
Sun Apr 21 18:02:35 2002

Dear Chrissy, please don't give up hope, I know the pain gets so bad sometimes that you feel you can't take it anymore, but you have to try to overcome this disease. I am 28 years young and the past 3 years I've lived in hell, been in the hospital more then at home, had about 8 surgeries with every time following complications. I can't tell you how many times I thought of giving up and to end this, but I figured out that just by fighting and trying to figure out how I can make something out of my live, gave me more strenght to continue. Please try to keep up as hard as it is, believe me I know :-) Take care of yourself and tell those doctors how you feel! Don't let them send you home with some other BS story, you know you're body and you know what you feel. Make them listen!

Love, Pascale Vlaun

At Sun, 21 Apr 2002, Chrissy492@aol.com wrote: >
>To all my sweets on the board,
>I'm sorry if I haven't posted as I would like to. And I'm sorry that this
>email will bring you down. I can't take this pain any longer....no more. It
>has taken over my spirit and I'm trying to hard to shake it off. If I don't
>post for a while, please know that you all are in my prayers and I love you
>all.
>Today I told my husband if the pain is anything like it was yesterday, the
>day before, and the weeks that have past, I'm going to the emergency room.
>TODAY I'm going to the ER for any kind of help.
>I'm so angry at all my doctors who are not listening to me when I say that
>the pain meds they give me just isn't enough. I'm trying to catch up with my
>pain with these pills and it's not working. I knew a day like today would
>come along that I would loose it and the anger would really come out.
>I love you all.....stay sweet, may you have no more pain,
>Chrissie xo's

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