Hi sweet Sally,
You know I too watch my surgery videos. I have a tape of most of my
surgeries. I wish I had the tape of my very first surgery.....that was a 10
hour surgery and that's when I was diagnosed with stage 4 endometriosis.
There is a relief when I watch the videos. It gives my brain an answer to
the pain when I watch the doctors suck out the yuckies in me. It lets me
know the pain is not all in my head and I'm not being a wimp.
Love ya Sally and you're not obsessing,
~Chrissie xo's <~~and many more xo's coming your way!!