Silly me, of course I know how you've been just by reading your post.....ugh,
the brain is going in this gals head, sorry about that Brenda.
I just wanted to mention your feelings on pain meds. In my case, I'm not
addicted to the pain meds I'm taking but they sure do help dull the pain.
I'm not concerned about getting addicted, just concerned that the pain is
taken away or at least dulled so that I can have somewhat of a normal day.
I'm concerned about what you're doctor said, wait till you can't take the
pain anymore then you'll have surgery. You know that with each surgery comes
adhesions. So you can be somewhat pain free after surgery, then the pain may
come back. I pray to God that it doesn't for you if you do select to have
surgery.
There I go talking in circles again huh? I just wanted you to know that you
do have a legitimate concern, but please don't worry too much about it. You
need something to help you live with this devil pain of yours. How do you
feel about another surgery?
I think I'm going to end this email now because to me I'm not making sense.
Sorry honey bunny. I want you to know that I care about you and pray for you
whatever you may do. Please, what ever you do, don't take the
bullet.....other than your husband and child, I'm here that cares about you
too. ")
Hugs and lots of love coming your way Brenda,
~Chrissie xo's