Re: Pain and pills and pain, Sally

From: Hchalm@aol.com
Sun Mar 10 20:08:31 2002


Dearest Sally:

The pain pills can put you in a lull thinking that you are getting better or are better, but boy let them not work (as I've been having trouble with this now) and boy it certaily lets you know how much is wrong with you in there. I cried for hours the other night as I couldn't get the pain under control and thought I might even have to go to the ER the pain was so horrible. That knife like feeling under my rib would not quit and I cried and cried like a baby.

Sorry I haven't been in touch or helping at the board but as I said I've been having trouble getting my pain under control and I just can't bring myself to come here when it hurts this bad.

I feel like I'm letting my fellow IAS sufferers down, but gals I just can't handle myself right now let alone help others.

I saw a new pain specialist Monday and he's sending me for tests and more tests, and we know how that goes, but at least he is in Maryland and I won't have to travel as far. He thinks the rib pain is nerve damage and of course the massive adhesions that are pulling at my belly button, vagina and rectum. We'll see how it goes.

Love all of you and miss you, but I need to try to get myself straightened out right now, as I can't deal with this pain; I feel like it's winning and I'm getting tired of fighting it.

P.S. Sally honey, try me again, I was trying to sleep the pain away (ESCAPING)!!!

Love again,

Hell-yun


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