Pain and pills and pain

From: Sally Grigg (lostcst@mcn.org)
Wed Mar 6 22:08:22 2002


Well, I ran out of my oxycontin one day short. I actually thought it would be okay. I had been feeling so well with the medication. I had been functioning. Little or no pain. Paradise.

No medication, agony, nausea, bowel problems, pain, pain, pain, and I'm supposed to be strong, but its all fake. It's the medicine. My husband says it doesn't matter and from now on we won't do any experimenting by going without the pills. Somehow that is a very drepressing thought. I know I should be counting my blessings. I'm pain free when I have my medication. I should praise the lord, but instead I feel stuck. I actually thought my body was healing and the adhesions were going away. I guess I'm just a fool.


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