Cheryl Cole wrote:
> I have applied to my employer for a medical retirement. I have
> 26 years with the same company and can't work anymore. My pain
> won't let me do hardly anything! Any way, I saw the company doc
> this morning, 5 hours ago, and I'm still sobbing. I know I can
> come here to vent and then maybe I can calm down. He is apparently
> the kind we don't like. After telling him of all the problems
> and pain, he looks me in the eye and says "Adhesions Don't Cause
> Any Pain" and you don't need to be taking narcotics. This is the
> worst!! It is so frustrating and humilitating. I get so angry I
> can't even speak. Then start crying. And that only makes it worse.
> What are we to do when no one believes us? It is very expensive
> to go from doc to doc to find a compassionate one who will believe
> what you say. I feel like I'm beating my head against a wall.
>
> As for the board, I am told this is the place to vent, so I am.
> I need no response and if the new people don't like it or think
> i'm selfish or whatever, tough!
>
> I also started my first yoga class and it wasn't shat I expected.
> It was mostly stretching and breathing. Is that what it is
> supposed to be? I thought it was more of a meditation type thing.
> What we did in class(stretching) hurt when I was doing it. I hope
> this is the type that is suppposed to help. Is it?
>
> Well my tears have ebbed for now. Thanks to you. Painfree days to
> all with love for tommorrow. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.
> Cheryl
>