I can't seem to get out of bed. After ten days of warmth and a lovely husband, I'm back to pressure, pain and a grizzly bear with a big mouth. I was out of meds by the time I returned home and just got some more. Five days of real pain. Well, at least I can relate to what I'd be feeeling if I weren't on medication, and its not from going off the pills, too much pulling for that. I wish something would just give in and let the other organ have its way. My organs are all too assertive. Me, no me, no me first. Feels like a taffy pull but without the sweet part. Well, I have so much to be thankful for that its almost obscene for me to complain, but I can't help it, Pain and husbandly insults tear me up. Love to all. Glad to be home. Love, Sally