Re: helen

From: Kim (kimmi3@mediaone.net)
Fri Dec 14 08:33:22 2001

Helen, I know exactly how you feel, that is how I feel. I am frustrated and constantly trying to figure out a way out of this pain. But there seems to be no way out. I am terrified that one day the doctors will say no more pain medication and then I don't know where I will be. I honestly don't think I could handle that, and it would be enough to drive me over the edge. Hugs Kimmi

> ----- Original Message -----
From: Hchalm@aol.com To: Multiple recipients of list ADHESIONS Sent: Thursday, December 13, 2001 11:52 PM Subject: Re: Kimmi

Dear Lisa:

Oh thank you for thinking of me honey. Yes, I do get down, but I suppose we all do dealing with this pain. I think that sometimes I just get tired of fighting it and trying to figure out what I should do to fight it - mind games I play with myself. I get depressed thinking that my life will always be like this, and I hate it. I feel as though I will sleep my life away and I have no control over it. Something must change and I'm at a loss of how to change it.

I have managed to get my whole house decorated, Christmas tree up, most of my Christmas shopping done, all with the wonderful help and pushing by my daughter.

I'll be ok. Life goes on and I'll manage somehow as we all are.

Love,

Hell-yun

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