I'm so glad you decided to stick around....we all try to answer all questions posted here, if we can't answer it, there are those here who can point you in the right direction.
Welcome, love, hugs & cheers,
-- Positive Affirmation
Say this with your hands above your head (victory style) and repeat three times: I'm Alive I'm Alert I'm a LOT of fun!!
That should get you smiling!