Colette wrote:
> You know we have bumped heads before! I just let it go! But every time i
> do something wrong or say something wrong you just take it the wrong
> way! WHY? You seem to like yelling at me! the last post i did you
> captilized every other word which is considered shouting?
> You know i'm only human, in pain can't eat well you know the rest! It
> would be really nice that if i do something wrong you could e-mail me
> privately! Because i do feel you were yelling at me and at times i feel
> you dislike me and i don't care really you don't know me! And when i do
> post i have been polite!
> Ever since the last incident i think yiu took that personally!DON"T I'm
> Over it! Yes i still have a lot of problems! I certainly don't have any
> kind of money to run to PA to get my self fixed and probley never will
> so, I'll have to deal with these dr's in AZ ohhh well!
> Gosh what a dream it would be to go to PA and or germany or even oregan
> but for people like me that will never happen its only a dream! In
> between losing weight and hurting a exhaustion from not sleeping,
> nausaeted i take care of 3 kids houseful of pets and my husband while he
> works 10 hrs a day just so i can have medical! Any kind of medical!
> Somedays i wake up and do not want to go on,over not feeling well! I
> wrote a letter to each one of my kids in the event i can not go on
> anymore ect.. which i will not get into detail about! So see i'm just a
> plain jane with just enough money to get by in everyday life! basicly i
> have no friends i never talk to anyone except this computer! Its hard
> for me to have friends when i do not have the strength to take care of
> myself or my family!
> I'm not looking for sympathy at all! Helen its just the little things
> that you do that can hurt someones feelings! And so in the future please
> e-mail me privately and be nice about it! I never said anything mean or
> yelled at you!
> Ohh it might be the wrong thing to ask but as soon as i get my insurance
> i will need a good dr in Arizona that deals with adhesions do you know
> where i can start? You seem to know all the answers everyone tells me to
> ask you! So if you could point me in the right direction i would
> apreciate it thank you!
> I am really ill i'm doing everything i can to stay out of the ER cause
> we have no money or insurance yet only 21/2 weeks to go yaaaa!!!
> In friendship!
> COLETTE K. PATNAUDE
>