Dear Robin'
Thank you so much! I really thought i was going crazy it has passed but
i did'nt know how to deal with it at 3 am when all you want to do is
sleep yikes! I can not wait for the new insurance LOL!!
(((((big hugs to you))))
Love Colette
> >Dear Colette >I used to have really bad anxiety attacks. They even would wake me up >during the night! I am now on meds to control them & it works well. >Before I got on meds, I would just do some self talk. I would say, ok, >it is just an anxiety attack, just breath & it will end soon. I would >also try different things to keep my mind off of it. You just have to >remember to breath! I also suffer from depression. I take Paxil & >Buspar. The combination works very well for me. I had to go to a >Phsyciatrist (sp) to have them prescribed for me because of my >insurance, but she was a very nice lady, who also understood adhesions & >the pain they cause. Depression & pain will and almost always goes hand >in hand, but in my case, I have had depression since pre-teen. I feel >like it has been all of my life since I am now 40. I just wanted to let >you know, you aren't alone. >Robin > >At Mon, 11 Jun 2001, Colette wrote: >> >>Gosh ladies i'm starting to anxiety attacks its now 6 am! I really feel >>like crying i don't how much longer i can do this! I really just don't >>want to be here right now! My husbands insurance is still good untill >>june 22, but trying to get a dr appt within that time range is going to >>be impossible. So in the mean time i can't eat sleep or breath, this >>has'nt happened to me for a longtime! Its like i have the shakes or >>something yikes! I dread using the potty! why why why this i thought >>that i was tough i really did! But i guess i'm not as tough as i think i >>am! Ok now i'm crying i'm so sorry for each and everyone of you going >>through this it is horrible1 ( pass the tissues)! I have to stop soon my >>kids will be up i really don't need them to see me this way:(. >>I know i need to go to the dr's now but i'll have to wait until the new >>insurance picks up! We have a Mayo Clinic out here there suppose to be >>real good!! Should i call and make an appt now i know there is a waiting >>list so it will take me awhile to get in there! >>I'm starting to get real bad lower back pain it sends tears to my eyes >>i'm so frustrated i thought after the hyster.. that things would be >>better the only thing that has gotten better is no periods LOL!!! >>May God bless each and everyone of you! And give some answers to this >>evil thing i really don't know how much longer i can deal with this! I'm >>sorry for going on, i'm getting so depressed! Alot of you have a lot >>worse than i do.How do you do it? I am trying i read these boards >>everyday and try to make other people smile and pretend everything is ok >>when its not!! >>I'v completely stopped eating now i just drink, usually i just get the >>runs from that we'll see!! I'm starting to get pain in my pelvic area >>and lower back that won't go away!Well thank you for listening and god >>bless! >> My you have a painfree day!!! >> Love colette