Gosh ladies i'm starting to anxiety attacks its now 6 am! I really feel
like crying i don't how much longer i can do this! I really just don't
want to be here right now! My husbands insurance is still good untill
june 22, but trying to get a dr appt within that time range is going to
be impossible. So in the mean time i can't eat sleep or breath, this
has'nt happened to me for a longtime! Its like i have the shakes or
something yikes! I dread using the potty! why why why this i thought
that i was tough i really did! But i guess i'm not as tough as i think i
am! Ok now i'm crying i'm so sorry for each and everyone of you going
through this it is horrible1 ( pass the tissues)! I have to stop soon my
kids will be up i really don't need them to see me this way:(.
I know i need to go to the dr's now but i'll have to wait until the new
insurance picks up! We have a Mayo Clinic out here there suppose to be
real good!! Should i call and make an appt now i know there is a waiting
list so it will take me awhile to get in there!
I'm starting to get real bad lower back pain it sends tears to my eyes
i'm so frustrated i thought after the hyster.. that things would be
better the only thing that has gotten better is no periods LOL!!!
May God bless each and everyone of you! And give some answers to this
evil thing i really don't know how much longer i can deal with this! I'm
sorry for going on, i'm getting so depressed! Alot of you have a lot
worse than i do.How do you do it? I am trying i read these boards
everyday and try to make other people smile and pretend everything is ok
when its not!!
I'v completely stopped eating now i just drink, usually i just get the
runs from that we'll see!! I'm starting to get pain in my pelvic area
and lower back that won't go away!Well thank you for listening and god
bless!
My you have a painfree day!!!
Love colette