I am sorry that you have had such a rough time, we all understand your feelings.....
The most comforting thing about this board is that at least you know you are not alone, this is a place to vent, share & even cry, because sometimes we need to.
We will do our best to answer your questions and offer you support as much as we can. None of us here are medical people, so our advice and comforting words come from our personal experiences and from our hearts. :-)
I look forward to reading future posts from you :-)
Cheers, love & hugs Jo
-- Words that I live by: You will never never know.......if you don't give it a go :)