Well destiny, I have had the same problem. Just stand tall. They are there to help us. make them. I am very disapointed with myself because I did not do that. My pain has increased and my nurse thinks I am nuts I guess.Because I called last week not really knowing why I called except I was scared and wanted them to help me!!!. She said to make a apt. but they were not in for 5 days. Great !! So I continued to suffer thinking that rest would ease it. NOT So I call this week. The only apt. open was a same day apt. for people that really need to come in that day. Well I thought that would mean me! right ! My nurse was snooty by saying "What ever Jaynie" So now they think I am drug seeking I guess. Hell I have got allot of extra because my pain clinic doc is generous. I wish I could see a doc today ! My next post will say what I have been going threw. Then another doc I have been leaving messages for would not call me back. ( I get my antidepressants from him. Finally I left a message with him that he was fired !!! Then I left another one giving him the benefit of the doubt that he must not be getting my messages. So he finally called ! He did not call when I fired him ? I told him I have been real Manic and said oh that's dangerous ! Why didn't you say that ? I did say I needed an apt. That shoud be enough !! And then there is the office people in my GP doctors that I can tell hate to see me. I can be a bother !! Hee Heee ! I can't sit where ALL the other patients wait. I had a anxiety attach there once. I also walk around like I own the place !! Hee Hee again. I am a pain in the butt. So don't do as I do- stand up for yourself. I should have been looked at 2 weeks ago ! But no I let them push me around . Now I am going to my gyn next tuesday. So I have to hang in there over the weekend. I did not see my doc for 1 month and they forgot whyI come ?? 1 month ?? I have been going there for 8 years. Oh well they will being seeing me for another 10 whether they are tired of me coming in once a month for a good cry or not. We probably make them sad. Good luck, Jaynie