My dearest sweet Sally,
I am so unhappy to hear about all this that you are going through. I would
have replied earlier to you but I've been off in la la land with no ambition
because I was finally heard by a pain doctor, I was finally LISTENED to and I
am now on proper pain medication to help with this pain that I have.
Sally, please, please don't feel as if you did yourself an unfavor. You have
pain, you can't live with it, therefore you needed the help of pills and the
patch. I have been searching for a pain doc for almost a year and I have
finally found one that can help me with my pain. I am now almost pain free
with the help of pills. I guess what I'm trying to tell you is that without
the pills and the patch that you have for your pain, I don't think that you
could have had days that you can get out of bed. Don't feel as you have
wronged your body. I know you really want this surgery and you so totally
deserve it. You are always quick on the board to help others and I have to
say, without you I would be lost. Please tell me how you are doing - how
you are feeling - what is going through your head - how can I help you? And
most of all, know that you didn't do a thing wrong just because one person
has stated that - and that one person has NOT had the severe, debilitating
pain that you have been going through. Sally, can you please email me
directly if you have the time and are well enough. Or maybe give me your
phone number so that I may talk to you as you did to me when I so much needed
you.....now I'm here for you.......I didn't mean this to be so long, but I
care so much for you and you are not alone....
I love you Sally!
Hugs and Kisses and prayers to you my sweet friend,
~Chrissie ox's