My heart aches and is full of remorse For all the pain and suffering that's in full force It's there, it's real and not in my mind It's intense; it's frightening Without an end in sight
There should be hope of help in the future But now there's a tunnel getting darker and darker With the hope getting smaller and smaller
It's lonely, it's isolating, and it's scary too Is there anyone out there that feels like I do? All I want is my life back to normal With pain free times and some sort of quality to my life
It's important to see the destruction it causes Pain is REAL and so cruel The way I'm going I just keep falling and falling
Who do I turn to? What do I do? Where do I go? There's nowhere to run What should happen, is a life full of some fun
Please! Do not doubt me I'm hurting inside, please, don't stand in denial Try to understand the pain; it's not how I want my life to be One day who knows I may be PAIN FREE!
By Jackie B england 2001-04-02