My dear new friends,
I am writing this at 3am, hurting and cramping and indulging in big time
self pity. After a long, fight/talk with my husband I have come to
realize that I need to find a way to get control and start participating
in my family. I have shut down with this pain and have nothing left for
them except bad moods and complaints. They deserve better. So I sit at
my computer at 3am while veryone is asleep and hurt, and moan and groan
to my new friends who understand what I'm going through. So I have 2
months to be a big girl and wait for relief.
Thanks for listening. I feel as though yall have saved my life.
love,
KellyD