Sorry to hear you are having such a bad time, l have had a lot of the
same trouble as you and its very hard to face everyday, my main
objective in all this horror is to keep my sence of humor and keep
postive but no easy when the pain is really bad some days, my thoughts
are with you...
As to the NG tube ive had it many times, put down while awake and also
in threatre which is better because you are asleep BUT they arent
pleasant but what is with the things they do to our bodies? but you can
cope with them and its like having a sore troat i find if i start to
panic with it in long deep breaths really help its great for getting
your bowel to heal. Its not nice getting out either but again a deep
breath and its out they pull it out very quickly. its unpleasant like a
lot of things but dont be scared of it. I still hate having to have one
but they do help with getting through.
hope this helps you