I want you to know that I am thinking about you and will pray for you and your boyfriend. I know that all of this is hard on him, but that only makes it harder on you for worrying about him. I have been going through the same thing with my husband. Some days seem to bother him worse than others. I wish I knew some what to say to make you feel better. Sometimes it just helps to sit down and talk to each other about what all is going on and what you might could do to make him feel better. Try to find a way to spend quality time with him to remind him why he loves you. Hang in there and know that you are not alone. If you find something that works be sure to pass it along to me. I hope that this last surgery will be just that...your last. Priceless Days to us all!