My heart goes out to you. I to, like Chrissie, know exactly how you feel but we can't give up. Some day we will be cured from this horrible disease and we just have to try to keep our spirits up and hope that that day won't be that far away. I'm able to say this tonight because I got the pain meds of my Doctor today and the pain is ok. If it was bad there would be no way I would be able to say "we have to keep our spirits up".
PLEASE try to keep your chin up. This really bad time will pass. If only the love and hug I am sending to you now could ease your pain, I'm telling you, you would be dancing an Irish jig right now.
-- Lynne.