>I am having a very hard time with this. I just can't believe they have
>come back so soon. I just moved to Kentucky to get back with my son's
>father and this happens. I started working about a week ago, but I now
>have had to quit because I can barely get out of bed let alone work
>without being in excrutiating pain once again. I don't know what i am
>going to do. I have no job, and no insurance now and I am in so much
>pain I can't hardly stand it. All my boyfriend is worried about is
>money. He is worried about me too, but all he talks about is how
>worried he is about money and that makes me feel so guilty. I feel so
>helpless and guilty when there is nothing I can do. I would give
>anything for these stupid things to stop coming back and be pain free
>and be able to work and keep a job like most people. I am going to try
>and get on Medicaid which is something that I despise having to do. I
>don't really have any alternatives right now though. All I know is I
>can't take this pain much longer and I have to be seen by a doctor soon.
>I am so glad I found this sight. It does make me feel better knowing
>that I am not alone, and that I have somewhere to vent my frustrations
>knowing that no one on here will critisize me or make me feel guilty
>about something that I can't control. Thank you so much everyone for
>listening.
>
>--
>Stacey
>