I have been in alot of pain since Sunday, and do not know what brought this on. I am supposed to go for a barium enema on Thursday, and I cannot get the nerve to go. I am terrified of this test, and I know I need to have it done. I feel like I am fighting this alone again, seems the gyn and my husband are tired of my complaining, so I stopped saying anything, but there are so many days I cannot take no more. I told my husband at one point a few days ago, there is so many kinds of pain going on right now, it feels like aliens are in there just ripping me apart.
The Gi dr said he want me to have these tests done to see if there is a blockage or narrowing of the bowel, then he said you may need surgery, but having surgery just for all the pain COULD make things worse. I am sorry this has been so long, I just feel kind of alone the last few days. I guess it has been a long road of listening to me complain, but I just do not feel good. Just to be able to enjoy life again. I am going to get through this. I will talk to you all later.
Love to all, Toni