Karla, I saved your story to read later and just now got around to it. I think you have every right to be scared. But I am praying that you can also find some hope with the new doctors and I will be praying that this is the last surgery you will need because it is so successful. And for somewhat different reasons, I understand the fear for the future. I began a three month leave this week so I can deal with the various health issues I have and hopefully regain some energy. Right now my main problems are fatigue and depression and whether or not I can get those under control, I don't know. And what I do after the three months is a big question mark. Living with uncertainty does make life interesting doesn't it? Of course, I do sometimes pray that life could be a little boring. Boring is not always bad! :>)
Sue Ann