Toni, Just remember as I have found out that you do have friends here. I
know how frustrated you feel at least you are going to the clinic for
help. I have not started but plan to do so in March. I too, am having
a bad day with pain and no one here understands what I am going thru
except my husband but I don't want to wear him out so I don't say
anything to anyone. When people ask me "How are you doing?", well I
just say "I'm here and doing fair". But I do not say any more 'cause
you are right people who have not gone thru this do not understand. I
will pray for you today that God will give wisdom to the doctors to help
you and that god will give you strength and endurance to handle the life
he has given you.