Karla N: Yes, I have put my story oin the quilt, that was the 1st thing I
came across in my internet use. I'm new ,very nrew to the net; ionly been on
for 2-3 weeks! Believe it or not. My boyfriend is just beginning to find
out what I'm going thru. He has bot been in mylife since my ectopic in '83
it was his child. We bvreoke up after my 2nd failed pregnancy in 86. Now we
are back together afer 13 years apart & much growing. We want to make it
nowe, even if I can't have his children. (whichj bothers me to no end, feel
like 1/2 a woman). He want s to understand & help, I hope it works oput.
Sometimes, he can;t understand why I'm still depressed when we have each
other again. I just can't seem to help it. My new dr thinks that if we get
my mental state back on track I can work on some of the other things wronmg
w/me physicaly. I''m open to anything at this pioint. Also am trying
herbals to see if they can help with0ut prescription meds. Not much luck so
far , tho. I do have a Bev in my mother, she's been thru everything w/me
from the start & is VERY SUPPOPRTIVE. She's also my best friend.. Thanks
much! Karla B.